tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59734208916403900512024-03-19T13:04:36.751-07:00My blog is my storyI love to talk, but i love to write more. Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-45972906386892677142013-08-15T21:01:00.003-07:002013-08-15T21:01:57.375-07:00I'm backk :: Selamat Hari Raya<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Assalamualaikum & Hai ! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Hahahaha. Lamanya dah tak menulis. Kalau tengok post2 terdahulu, semuanya time aku maseh kat Sabah. Now aku kat semenanjung dah ! yeahhh i love semenanjunggggggg lol.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Sekarang tgh cuti sem, eh, lebih tepat dkatakan cuti raya la. cuti sem mcm tak kene je nak sebut -,- cuti sebulan, memang seronok tak terkiraaa la. Even mmg byk habiskan masa kat rumah je pun, tak jalan2 mana, its still heaven for me :D </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Anyway, its still not too late to wished Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin to everyone out there yang mengenali diri ini. Like how we treat Ramadhan this time so special, thus as well as Syawal. Make Syawal this time more special to be celebrated with people we loved :D</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">BYE xoxo</span><br />
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-42884835534808658932013-06-16T03:23:00.000-07:002013-06-16T03:23:00.252-07:00Hmmm?<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Sigh.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Got two more papers left, but no mood to study.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">No mood at all.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Where my mind is going actually?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">study la woiii ! studyyyyyy !</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Ada jugak kang keluar exam hall besok nyesal tak sudah. Hmmmm.</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-2626773290192977432013-06-09T03:21:00.000-07:002013-06-09T03:21:04.850-07:00Things aren't like before.<br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;"><i>Can anybody hear me?</i></span></div>
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Or am I talking to myself?</div>
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My mind is running empty</div>
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In the search for someone else</div>
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Who doesn’t look right through me.</div>
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It’s all just static in my head</div>
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Can anybody tell me why I’m lonely like a satellite?</div>
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‘Cause tonight I’m feeling like an astronaut</div>
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Sending SOS from this tiny box</div>
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And I lost all signal when I lifted up</div>
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Now I’m stuck out here and the world forgot</div>
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Can I please come down? </div>
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‘Cause I’m tired of drifting around and round </div>
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Can I please come down?</div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Is it something that I’ve done?</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>I know that there are millions</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>I can’t be the only one who’s so disconnected</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>It’s so different in my head.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Can anybody tell me why I’m lonely like a satellite?</i></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: xx-small;">No longer contact each other :/</span></i></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>What more can i say? I just miss having the three of us. without u by my side, i'm LOST. Totally LOST. Having no one to share stories, share feelings. Sigh.</i></span></div>
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Just a deep thought from my heart............</div>
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Assalamualaikum.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-18149401970054772662013-05-26T09:19:00.001-07:002013-05-26T09:19:30.263-07:00...............................<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Ngantuk Zzzz</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Susahnya mau tidur.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Kalau tidur pun salu dapat mimpi bukan2.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Then, terjaga balik. Hmmmm.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Another tired day today.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">And tomorrow also.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Hmmmm.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">But then, still ..... :)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Sincerely,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Wannot </span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-895114469116934102013-05-21T16:04:00.001-07:002013-05-21T16:04:11.842-07:00It hurts :'(<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>Ya Allah,</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>kau kuatkanlah semangat aku ini,</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>kau jauhkanlah aku dari sebarang penyakit yg memudaratkan.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I thought it was end already. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Berakhir sudah.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Tapi kenapa sakit ni tiba datang2 balik?<br />Not as teruk as before,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">but still can cause pain in my chest,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">hard to breath once again,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">but can be controlled.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">and to prevent that,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">i can only go to sleep.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It reduce the pain a bit.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">before this, the pain comes sekejap sekejap only</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">and now, most of the time </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">but still, i can hold the pain infront of others</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I have to be strong</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I am strong</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">because i'm not sick at all</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">and this shaking body of mine really freak me out.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">would you stop shaking?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I hate it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">seriously i hate it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Please go away all the pain</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I hate it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">:'(</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>Sakit itu kafarah dosa.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>Beerti Allah sedang memberi kita peluang untuk mencuci segala dosa2 kecil kita.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>:'(</i></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-29934999303675629492013-05-15T05:14:00.003-07:002013-05-15T05:14:50.608-07:00Slowly return.<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">This past two weeks really tough on me.</span><div>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Really tough :/</span><div>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">All of a sudden,im losing the spirit. and i've being attacked. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I keep on having a chest pain, hard to breath, and my whole body systems shaking without a reasons this lately.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">If i can sleep, i kept on dreamt of something like a ghost or mengerikan.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">for the chest pain,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I even went to pusrawa, do an ECG test.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The result is???????</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Doc said everything is fine, and it is just a hyper ventilation syndrome.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Is it true?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">*SIGH HARDLY DEEPLY*</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">What can i only do now is be strong. I have to.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My inner side have to be strong, not for others but for myself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And im really trying on it right now.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I'll slowly gettin back on the track, for the future, InsyaAllah.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I'll slowly increase my appetite, get to normal back, InsyaAllah.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I'll slowly fill my empty heart, with my Taqwa, InsyaAllah.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">To mama abah, sorry if i let u guys down.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i know i shouldnt say i want to quit study.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and Alhamdulillah now im gettin better.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Its also from your Du'a that makes me return :)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I love you mama abah ;)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and I know u guys do miss me. kann? ecececeh.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Do wait for me to come back, Raya, InsyaAllah :)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">To umi and kakak, sorry,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"> bcos im always be the one who trouble both of you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">im always sick, im always itu, im always ini. hmmm</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I didnt mean that, truly sorry from me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and thank you also for always taking care of me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i do appreciate it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i dont know how to repay both of u, but surely Allah will :)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and i also lovin both of you as well.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">words are hard to be describe, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">but HIM knows how deep my love towards umi & kakak.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Te amo ;)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">you have to know that we here always miss you love you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">GIve us strong yayang :(</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-59860086681472499332013-05-04T08:38:00.001-07:002013-05-04T08:39:29.857-07:00Lemah.<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Apa nak jadi dgn diri aku skrg?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Serupa macam orang yang dah tak terurus.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Assignment tak siap, lab report tak terusik langsung, tutorial pun pandang sepi.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Bila ada midterm, quiz, tak pernah nak study. And the worst thing is when i didnt feel regret at all.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">No feeling. Heartless.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Tinggal another one year lebih je lagi utk aku habis belajar.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Kenapa aku perlu face semua ni waktu saat2 genting ni?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Mungkin Allah nak uji aku. Orang sekeliling selalu cakap yang Allah takkan uji seseorang tu diluar kemampuannya. Tapi kenapa aku rasa diri aku tak kuat? Hmmm.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Ya Allah, betapa lemahnya imanku terhadapmu. Ujian yang sebegini kecil pun aku tak mampu hadapi.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Kenapa aku takleh jadi mcm orang lain?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Mungkinkah aku terlampau ikut sgt perasaan yg ada ni?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Aku takboleh nk buang perasaan sedih ni langsung Ya Allah :(</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My mind, My heart keep remembering me of her.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I can laugh like others, enjoy like others, but when im alone, i feel like wanna crying.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Feel like my spirit is gone together with her. Im not lying.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My spirit is lost, lost in da jungle. jungle that no one know even myself where it is.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I couldnt find my spirit my soul back, till now.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Thanks to everyone yg try to find my soul my spirit back.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Thanks also because tak putus2 give me strength, i know u guys wants me to wake up from this state.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Wants me to become like before, my old self.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Sorry umi, sorry kakak :( Many things u guys buat utk naikkan smgat, get me on track, stay healthy,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">i didnt mean to let u guys down, but this is me now.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">i dont know why i become like this. seriously i have no clue.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Sorry for hurting u guys, either with my words, or my actions. Really2 sorryyyyy :'(</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Just ignore me, only then i might not hurting u both anymore, because i love u both so damn much :'(</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"Ada benda yang kita taknak terjadi, tapi kita kene terima jugak benda itu walau apapun terjadi"</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Umi, Kakak, i'll try to find my spirit back, i'll try to get myself back on the track, not for others, but for myself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I need time, and i dont know how much more time that i need.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Susah mahu berubah kalau mindset tak berubah. That is my biggest problem now. :(</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Yang, d mana pun kau sekarang ni, aku sangat2 rindukan kau :(</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">kehilangan kau serious bagi impak besar kat aku. sbb aku belum bersedia lagi utk kau pergi secara tiba2.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Aku dah tak sama mcm dlu. Aku dpt rasa dri aku lain dah. Tapi aku sndri takde inisiatif nak kembalikan dri aku mcm dlu yang. Aku just biarkan je perasaan ni pergi, pergi mengikut kau. Sbb aku rasa kosong sgt dah dlm diri aku. Lemah sgt kan aku yang. If u were here, i know u wouldnt let me feel like that. Family aku pun jauh pulak tu. they are not by my side to get me on the track. What they know now, im fine here. Of course im fine, tapi tu luaran. Tapi aku taknak risaukan mereka. Biarlah dorang dgn tanggapan dorang tu.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Yang, aku berharap sgt aku dpt kembali mcm dlu. Please give me strength :'(</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Mungkin aku yang terlampau dan melampau ikut perasaan sgt. and i have to get out from this feelings. and yes i cant just sit down and waitin for people to give my dream, i have to get out there and make it happen by myself, because its my dream, my future.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">InsyaAllah. Ameen.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Dear Allah, please guide me well through this journey.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Sepi itu indah?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Ya, sepi itu sgt indah.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Kadangkala, kita harus menyepi,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Untuk mencari kembali kekuatan yang telah hilang,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">kadangkalanya juga kita harus menyepi,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Untuk mencari ketenangan hati,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">dan kadangkalanya juga kita harus menyepi,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Untuk kebaikan diri sendiri,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Dan dari situlah sepi itu indah :)</span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-67064305102711734942013-05-01T00:23:00.004-07:002013-05-01T00:23:58.547-07:00Missing.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">1ST May 2013, its May already. </span><div>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Time flies so fast, really fast.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">so what i'm currently doing now in 1st of May?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">enjoy the 1 day holiday today?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Definitely not.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Of course not. You know the answer. <span style="color: #990000;">LOL</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I missed my family, who are beribu ribu batu jauhnya from here :(</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I missed my umi, which going back to Kelantan :(</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I missed my dear twinsfriend, in which you are already tenang d sana :(</span></div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">shine, shine, shine. They shine my life :)</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The nicest kakak ever, the cutest fruit daughter ever. please always stay in my life, love u strong :D</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Thank u for being part of my life umi, love u strong :)</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Best of the friends, see the chemistry between us there? ILYSM :D</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Memory is one of the happiness :)</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Hero & Heroin in my life. LOVE u BOTH so damn strong :)<br />Miss you mama abah :(</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">You look really cute twinsfriend, miss you :(</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Thanks Allah for giving me such a nice memory between me and them :D</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Hey little sis, i miss you. dont u miss to fight with me, dear? :P</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Thanks for this new family ; umi & kakak. Makes my life here feel valuable :)</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">This little kid, you're growing up now. So sad i cannot be beside you. Miss you sofea :(</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Hey angah, be nice there, please always be healthy yaww. miss you :*</td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Abah busy dengan kerja, nak PRU13 n so on laaa, jarang call or balas mesej, mama pun samaa, taktahu busy dengan apa, pun jarang call. Umi, busy dgn PRU jugakk agaknyaa. and only left me and nanad.</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-49001543372024189352013-03-19T07:05:00.002-07:002013-03-19T07:05:08.805-07:00Penat.<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Kos Aquaculture, hmmm seriously memenatkan. first year first sem je dah ade praktikal, Setiap sabtu ahad. Budak2 kos lain semua dok berehat rehat bersenang lenang, kami plak bertungkus lumus berpanas panasan praktikal di hatceri. But then, practical tu bagus sbenarnya. Sangat membantu dlm pembelajaran. Sangat memberi experience dlm kerja2 menternak & menjual ikan ni. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Then masuk second year, ada shared farm pulak. Ladang kongsi yang mula2 ditubuhkan je pun dah bagai perang apa tah. Yela masing2 nak group ngn kawan sndri kan, taknak group ngn orang tu lah, ini lah -,- Fungsi shared farm adalah untuk gain profit as much as you could. kira mcm bukak bisnes lah. kene beli bibit ikan & ternak ianya dari kecik smpai la size berapa2 pun (ikut suka group memasing), then JUAL ! Time nak menjual ni la kene gunakan kepakaran memasing carik buyer. Deal dgn buyer dgn harga yg sgt baik ! Once dapat jual ikan, duit masyukkkk tu ! HAHAHA seronok weh !</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Tapi dalam seronok2 tu, shared farm ni byk menguji kecekalan & keteguhan diri memasing. Yelah mcm2 group dtubuhkan ; Fishbite, kalapatang, pop, aqua12, cfnt, bigbang. Jadi time2 mcmnilah semangat kekawanan teruji. Pergaduhan antara group, hmmm, rebut buyer, rebut ikan, tak puas hati sana sini, masam2 muka, selfish, merajuk rajuk, haihhh serious penat ! Ada group yg pentingkan diri sendiri, tak prnah tolong group lain means takpena bg buyer apa2 ka kat group lain. Tapi buyer orang lain sibuk nak tumpang jual ikan dia. hmm. Ada jugak group cakap lain buat lain. Tak serupa bikin betul. Bikin panas jak.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Yang tu bab group lain lah, ni bab group sndri pulak. Memula dlu, sume acting so innocent la, jenis yg tak kisah kene buat keje, senang tolerate & consider (konon) org lain. Tapi langit tak selalunya cerah ye kawan kawan, mostly nye apa yg positif turn to negative sudaa. Dari rajin jadik malas, dari baik jadi jahat *geram*. hergghhhh :/ Kehidupan kat U ni mmg kita banyak menghabiskan masa dgn kwn2 in group. Assignment, lab report, study, dscussion sume in group kan? Thus, as a group kann, bila ada problem, should everyone gather together & find solution bersama. Right? Can anyone imagine how tired it was when worked that supposedly done by everyone in group but only a few of it yg buat. Actually not that work yg membuatkan diri penat, tapi mind yg sentiasa berfikir why why why disertai dengan perasaan marah & bengang. Memang penatlah jadiknya. kan?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Last benda pasal topik penat ni kan, seharian aku nadia n patrik dekat hatceri lepas habes kelas. Agak penat la gak. </span><br />
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<em><span style="color: #0c343d;"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">"apala yang korang buat smpai konon2 penat sgt tu??"</span> </span></em></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Hahaha disease dah mula datang serang balik ikan2 kat hatceri ni. Jadi kenelah ekstravaganza watch fish. Pagi tadi change 50% green water kat c8 tank tu, sbb keli2 tu sume dah mula 'negaraku'. Mcm ada tanda2 nak kene disease, risau la pulak.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Hmmmm hopefully our tilapia fish recover la cecepat k, janganlah sakit2. stress sume orang. Yang keli pun sama, tlglah btahan, janganlah kene infection. Rugi oo kami nnt. Asyik berterusan rugi, jadi bilalah mau untung? Tolonglahhhh bertahan smpai kami jual kamurang, eah eah? mmmm :) </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">First thing is Semalam FISHBITE group pegi buat marketing research, for the last time before we start writing and buat slide. And personally aku nak say thank u laa utk nadia, weil & patrick sbb walaupun penat still kita sesama boleh pegi restoran, carik2 info utk market research. And personally jugak aku nak cakap yg aku BENGANG gila ngn jason. Sangat takde teamwork dlm diri dia. Dahla taknak join pegi buat market research tu dgn alasan sgt PENAT, then kitorg dpt tahu kau boleh pulak keluar dgn Ah cheng pegi makan2 n tdo kat lam kete jek. Tak balik bilik. Ni la kononnya penat kau kan? ehh c'mon la der, everyone pun tired kot. Nak consider penat aku, nadia n patrick yg dari hari jumaat duty, prepare tank utk keli, transfer air sana situ, tuka air white tank, dgn ade kelas lagi taim tu, kitorg pun non stop keje kot. Then hari sbtu prctical & hari ahad smbung balik duty, kerja smpai petang sbb ikan sakit. and bukan nak mengungkit isunya skrg, tp Ada kau consider tak benda tu? Sedangkan kau hari ahad cuti. Boleh rehat sewenang-wenangnya. Rehat laaa smpai lebam pun takpe kot. Ni la people nowadays, dah takde dah istilah susah senang bersama. Kalau kau susah, kau susah sorang2 jek. Tak perlu nak babitkan orang lain, eah? Adakah fikiran kau mcmtu Jason? Please lah, kerja bkumpulan, so bergeraklah as a group. Even kau dah takde hati nak jadi FISHBITE members, try consider other people feelings. Sangat penat dgn perangai kau macamni. hmmmphh :/</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Next thing in my head now is Pergaulan bebas. pergaulan bebas remaja zaman skrg mcm dah takjadi satu isu kann. Semua orang pandang ianya as a trend. Trend ke? Takut aku skrg tgk kawan2 lama aku yg dulunya tersangatlah pemalu, tersangatlah baik hati, tersangatlah takut dgn lelaki, and semua yg tersangat positif lah change into tersangat punya negative. kenapa eah? kenapa boleh jadi mcmtu? pengaruh sekeliling ke? and yg sekeliling tu pulak terpengaruh dari sape? haihhh serabut serabut. I got a childhood friend yg penah telanjur, yang pernah lari dr rumah ikut pakwe, n mcm2 laaa. And dorang2 ni masih lagi in contact ngan aku. Kadang2 ada mintak pandangan itu dan ini, but then pandangan yg aku bg tu sekadar jadi hiasan jela. Tak pernah jugak nak berubah. hmm, walaupun dorang tu dah jadi mcmtu, aku takdela ada rasa nak menyisihkan ke, tknak kwn ke, apa ke kat dorang, Just aku harap2 sangat one day, dorang akan kembali ke pangkal jalan. And aku sentiasa berdoa & berharap jugak semoga aku tak terpesong dgn kehidupan duniawi yg penuh dgn hiburan ni. Walaupun amalan & imanku tidaklah seteguh mana, semoga Allah sentiasa kuatkan hati aku utk lawan segala nafsu2 dunia. Aminn.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I'm afraid to be born in this world,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">yet i already here.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">i'm afraid of losing my parents & siblings,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">because i love them so much.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">i'm afraid,</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">so i bring myself into a thing called friendship.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">because i dont want to get hurt.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">i'm afraid,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">i'm afraid of having a negative feeling,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">because it makes my life miserable.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">do someone out there concern about me?</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">This is what i feel, what i thought whenever i'm alone. Those things keep on playing inside my head without feel tired. However, someone said this to me, "whatever happens, whatever u feel, just return yourself into HIM. HE knows better than u. And your mind will be rest in peace" </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Hmmm, Thank you so muchhh arpah :)</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Harini aku nak bercerita pasal budakbudak dalam group shared farm aku IAITU fishbite ! haha. Dah setengah tahun aku bersama dgn dorg, Mencari keuntungan, Haha ! Total fishbiter adalah 6 orang, tapi sekarang dah tinggal 5 orang semenjak arwah mira pergi. Sesedih macamana pun kami, proses mencari keuntungan utk shared farm mesti diteruskan jugak ! Sebab keuntungan nnt masih dbahagi 6. Utk part arwah mira, kami akan bagi dekat family dia. Mana la tau sikitt sebanyak dpt meringankan beban keluarga dia nanti, kan kan kan? :) </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Okayy back to fishbite, aku agak kebengangan sket lately dgn one of the fishbite member ni. Siapa? Biala drahsiakan buat sementara waktu. Kenapa? Hmmm, aku rasa mcm hati dia dah tak belong kat fishbite, mgkinkah dia nak msuk group lain?? kalau dia tu mseh anggota fishbite, buatla mcm fishbite. then, yg bikin panasnya, Kalau duty, buat cara duty even malas macamana pun. tak gitu? ni tak, sibuk berseronok ronok dgn orang lain. Group lain mintak tolong, boleh jak tolong, Bila part group sendiri, buat taktau je. So, which group are you actually? *emotional*</span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10945247791621899563noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5973420891640390051.post-26342847269073910792013-02-28T08:30:00.000-08:002013-03-02T07:16:16.354-08:00FEBRUARY 2013<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Assalamualaikum.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">This is My first entry in this new blog after a long long time. ummm, kaknik has gone to hatceri, nadia still sleep, and me? feeling alone i guess. Well, im just done hantar video tribute my late friend, mira, dkt someone that really2 miss her. Yeah bro, i miss her too. Miss her so damn damn muchhhh. *I hope u know we alwayssss love u mira*</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Tomorrow is the starting of new month. March. This feb month are really hard and tough for me. It Start with I came to sleep at mira's places, we went duty together, we outing together, we buy the same things together, we spend time muchh together, till the day mira holiday are started, means that mira gonna went home. you know what mira, seeing you going back, i feel sad. all of sudden. a week without you, yes i do feel alone. deep in my heart, i wish you to came back soon. But i didnt expect that the day u came back is the last day all of us see u. That moment, where it begins, i'll never forget. and Ya Allah, Seeing u in hospital with that condition,I, *sigh* ....... . </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">And now, its been a week since ur gone. And my life now feels totally different. i prefer to be alone, i used to be close to anes before, but now, i dont feel like going to close with anybody. and i dont feel like going to go out and having fun with my classmates anymore. because, wherever i go, it reminds me of you. there's many memories of us friend. studying in Sabah, with having no family here, need to be independent here, u and nadia were the one that always give support and help without im realizing it. And i know, Semua orang terasa dengan kepergian kau, mira. terasa sangat. and for me, it feels like im losing my twins :( </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Mira, i just want you to know, you brought changes when you came to my life, and when you leave, it also bring changes on me. But you dont have to worry, there's kaknik, nadia and kak ani. we will take care of each other :) All our planning & dreams together, me and nadia akan try utk tunaikan. two of your wish kami dah tunaikan :) Alhamdulillah. and you, just remain peaceful there. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">and,.... Nur Amirah Syakirah Jamsari, you will always be in my du'a. I love you till jannah friend.</span><br />
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